On July 2nd I went for a follow up for the medications. I was having a little bit of a problem with them. I got sick after three days of taking them. The effects my body got from the target therapy was nausea, headaches, diarrhea, stomach pains, and lost of appetite. I had to suspend the medication till I saw my doctor again.

When I saw the doctor in person. They said to give it another try but, this time they prescribed steroids and nausea medicine. I have to take the steroids for five days straight with the medication. And so far so good. I haven’t felt the effects of the pills so far. And hoping its manageable.

They told me this is the only option so far for me. Radiation and surgery are out of the question. I can’t do radiation because of the tumors in my lungs. They are everywhere and it can make it worse if radiation was used on them. Of course I don’t want that.

I have decided to give this target therapy another try and see what the results will be in a few weeks. I am hoping and praying that the medicine from the hospital and the natural medicine will cure me once and for all. I haven’t lost faith.

I am really looking forward to the day I am cured. I can’t wait to get back to my feet. I want to go back to school, work, and take my son to places. I used to hate school and I can’t believe I am saying this but, I miss it a lot. My future plans for later on is to one day get cured and then have my own family. I really want to grow old and see my baby boy growing up.